Freedom

What's the definiton of this word anywhere.. from the day we will born till the last breath in the world.. we will always chase a dream of "freedom".. but honestly what's freedom.. where do we find this freedom.. as a child we were taken care by our parents.. when we grow up we need to work for foods.. when we marry we need to support family n children.. when we die we need to bless the living.. for the whole life of ours.. we have commitment and responsible from the first day we will born.. there's no everlasting freedom in the world.. not as i know.. face the fact.. we are not bird.. we are not animal or any kind of beast.. everything we do will come back to us.. in Buddha we call this a karma.. even u don't believe it.. it still a cycle.. work now earn better living later.. live better now work harder in the end.. catching just a moment of it make you suffer for half your life.. and now i'm suffering it................ thankx for my silliness.. god bless.. lol

Finally LVL60

Yippeeee.... my character in silkroad is finally lvl60 now.. moving up fast now.. but unfortunately the lvl cap seem to have been increase to lvl80 now.. darn... need to catchup 20 more lvl.. when will this all end.. most likely a never ending race here.. at first thinking of changing character build but now have to plan again.. the Sp is getting low some more.. my goodness.........

Back to real life.. Trying to find a way out from all this misery.. a new year is coming soon.. don wanna spend my life looking like a stupid beggar anymore.. please god..