Work Work Work

Everyday in my schedule is work.. spending 12 hours in the restaurant.. except my collegue now i've no others close friend at all.. just to earn more i've sacrifice the meaning of lifestyle.. is this really the plan to have a better future.. this is a question no one can answer me.. but the fact is i really need a large amount capital even i still haven't plan what my next step should be.. for some people maybe they will think that i'm silly.. or even naive.. but the living in this world.. we really have to open up our eyes.. no one will talk relationship with u.. this is not the old day.. benefit come first.. and benefit comes from money.. success is indicated by how much money u can earn.. this is my faith now.. money is everything for me..

Timeless

My biggest enemy now is "Time".. no matter how fast n how much effort i try to spend on it.. it still end up as not enough.. by cutting my sleeping time is ruin my day concentration.. by cutting off my working hours it effect my financial status.. by cutting off my games n music time, i felt miserable for my life.. what should i do to make it all better.. a mattter of fact.. 24 hours a day is really not enough.. too many things need to be done in such a short period.. is really impossible.. looking at every seconds ticking.. u rrally hope that u have the power to make it stop.. life.. never been perfect..

New York

My new journey of life begin here.. the city that never sleep.. New York.. it has been 6 months now since the day i left KL.. time passes by so quick.. because of the influence of money i've ended up with this faith.. taking such a move.. leaving everything behind to start from zero again.. all my asset, friends and my spouse.. the big sacrifice with only one vision.. "Money" atleast now i've adapted with it.. 12 hours of working everyday.. leaving me less time to think of others.. but still the sickness of loneliness still a non-cureable decease.. the only thing i can make it less painful is liquor.. every night it will accompany me to bed.. no matter it is wine, beer, liquor or even sake.. the return of Drunken Master indeed.. i try to make some changes too.. buying a new laptop, ipod, sony psp and now even a camera.. hoping all this gadget can help.. in the matter of fact.. looking for a partner now is still not a good intention.. i know myself.. it will just be a burden for me.. afterall i'm not a good guy.. there's still alot of thing i need to be taken care of.. and still alot of things i need to plan.. i wasted alot of time and opportunity in the past.. the biggest mistake i ever made.. and i truly learn my mistake..

in the future i'll be more frequent blogging.. hopefully all my friend will see my update and life in NY.. love u all for being with me..