Getting tired

The first of work today.. taking an off day yesterday.. since i've been working on last Sunday too.. just think as a reward for myself to take a rest.. the resource from my last previous job.. customer list wich i get from tradeleads is finally going to be use.. Kenny say i call them up.. can get some commission in the end.. nah.. what's the different.. in the end is the same.. too much thing need to be taken care.. is it impossible for me to arrange time for another job.. how to close up the sales, cost of price and even transport arrangement all i'm not sure.. tired of reporting every movement and waiting approval response for every decision.. always the middle men for everything.. enough is enough.. like the way now.. the world is very fair.. my value of work=my value of income.. that's final.. the lesser i get the lesser responsible i need to fulfil.. my life philosophy.. yet another bad habit.. not good.. not good.. i think i really need a vacation la.. need time to bend myself from all those crooked idea..