Breakthrough

Getting tight up with my busy schedule.. working n working everyday.. waking up everyday getting ready to work.. finish up my work getting ready to sleep.. seem like i'm just another robot indeed.. doing thing that have been program without any feeling at all.. and recently my watch is malfunction making me feeling more numb to the time that passes.. i'm really confuse either this is a good thing or bad.. the more i get use of this the more i'm getting scare.. i can't hardly predict what am i after 5 years or 10 years.. where am i getting to? what am i becoming? all because of money only.. for the sake of money.. what's my professional? getting so lost.. my target to get USD 150k only.. but doing it like the way there are now.. will be a long time indeed.. even sometimes it feel like forever.. seem like i need to get some fast way to do this.. but of course in a legal way so.. temporary investment is something i should consider.. i really need to get hold of myself.. don't rush thing as always.. plan my friend.. hopefully i'll get more help in future.. even ur support can help..