Mentally Abuse

Thought of having the break from the world during this so called holiday of mine.. but once again i forgot the prediction of my mum.. the most important person in my world.. locking myself inside the same room with her.. ruining all my honeymoon.. breaking up the silence.. once her mouth open.. all those babbling n mumbling.. boiling up the heat beneath me.. almost lost control.. bursting me up.. this is not going well.. now i understand why i don like to stay at home.. why work is important.. at least i don need to stay here.. what's wrong.. i've been working for my life.. i just wanna have a break.. is that too much to ask.. i'll get a job.. i know what i should do.. why rush it? keep on teaching me what i should do.. that's too much.. where's the right? where's the freedom? i afford the holiday.. i manage.. why have to break up my mood? why bother me? there's no more fun in this world.. please just stop the talking..