Surprise

5th of February.. is her birthday.. thought of giving her a wishing call.. instead of sending a surprise to her.. i got myself one.. haha.. we have been together for almost 4years.. she's my first lover.. we even thought of marry one day.. i can still remember the day we r together.. all those thing we have been through together.. every happy n unforgetable moments.. even through we have been separate for 7 years.. we still have contact.. sometimes i even worry about her.. but now i'm truly happy for her.. knowing that she have found the one.. the Mr Right who will be caring n loving her.. they even have plan their big day at end of this month now.. haha.. that's why i surprise.. i've never heard the story of him from her.. she just let me know by starting with "I'm getting Marry".. anyway.. i really wishes her the best..

Seem like more n more people are getting marry.. part of a cycle in life.. what a failure for myself then.. i can't even find a partner to do so.. man.. what a loser..