Starting All Over Again

First day of my new job.. thought that i've been through alot recently.. somehow now only realized it was actually nothing.. i really thought that i've learn to survive in this line in Nyonya already.. how hurt it was when u found out the truth.. 8 months plus.. all my experience.. all that i've master.. all that i've sacrifice.. it was just rubbish.. none of it are useful.. but i won't give up.. this is just another level for me.. i've confidence i can master it.. nothing is impossible now.. determination.. for the sake of myself.. and most important thing is MONEY.. the most important things that have been motivating me to kept going..